Watched it in the mid to late 2000’s. I think it was made in the late 90’s or 2000’s. I remember streaming it either on Amazon or Netflix. The movie seemed to be set in Europe possibly. The main character was a white guy, possibly American. I think he was attempting suicide due to his fiancé leaving or cheating on him. He fails suicide attempt or he dies but comes back. Not sure. He’s trying to find his ex and fall in love again. At the end he realizes he wasted his time and that love is a man made conspiracy to control the masses and to feed the corporate machine.