I don’t really remember anything but the opening scene but remember it very vividly. I’ve been trying to figure this out for quite some time now.

It starts out with a view of a kitchen, the kitchen is small and dirty. There is a small kitchen table in the picture also with a couch on the back wall. A man walks into frame and sits down at the kitchen table. He sits there a moment and then lifts up a shotgun. He puts the barrel in his mouth and kills himself.

Most movies don’t show the actual suicide but this one was different it was very detailed and looked extremely real. It was very gory because the camera panned around to show the gapping hole through the back of his head. It then panned and zoomed into the brain matter on the back wall as it ran down the wall. Then it zoomed in until it was extremely dark and cut to another scene with people talking zooming out from darkness. It felt like a snuff film so I cut it off but my cousin remembers it and says it wasn’t its an actual movie. Its a movie from like the 80s or 90s not sure exactly when. We’ve been racking our brains to remember the name of it but nothing seems to come to mind.