Ok I remember a movie I watched in the early 2000’s on ifc or sundance I think.the beginning was a guy in his 30’s in a bathroom jacking off while a girl was in the bedroom waiting for him to come out and have sex with her,and while he’s in the bathroom he starts to think back about his life,one part he was like 12 or 13 and singing in a band “I remember him singing Mississippi queen” and after singing one of his family members for him high off a bunch of pills and he had a vacuum hose on his penis.then I think they sent him away to live with his uncle.very strange movie I would love to see the ending.anyone know this???